I’ve been a bit of a basket case the last few weeks. Emotionally all over the map, my condo’s been a wreck, my focus is crap, I’ve spent a lot of time sleeping & watching stupid TV & playing stupid computer games. None of this is the behavior of someone who is thankful for their life, and I shouldn’t be anything but thankful considering the blessings I’ve experienced this year.
I feel my control slipping and the run of great fortune starting to wane. I believe that when you don’t show thankfulness the universe starts to retract some of its goodness – you must appreciate life in order to receive it in abundance.
So it’s time to snap out of it. Time to refocus. Time to remember how great my life is. Time to regrasp that passion and excitement for the fact that my life is moving in the right direction.
For me this path starts with some small steps and re-learning healthy habits. Clean the condo. Re-establish a consistent study routine. Finish up some 1/2 done projects. Get a hair cut. Cook a few meals at home.
I’ve got two months until I watch the calendar tick over to a new year. I want to watch it proudly with nothing but hope for the next year to be just as great as this one has been.
